Time flies indeed .. I still can't believe that it's 2017, it seems that I've lost a whole 2016. I didn't feel that it happened... as I have been stucked with these short sweet moments I had and I didn't want it to end -- too much wonder of what happened. So I keep looking back where I suppose to let go and move on.
Face it Net and accept the fact that it ain't coming back. Yes, it was sweet indeed but it's over. In fact, it ended before it even began. Something happened, you might never know why, but someday it's gonna make sense, as everything happened for a reason.
Treasure those short moments you had with him, remember the good things about him, remember the way he made you feel. But also remember that things change, people change... "Everyone who is in your life are meant to be in your journey, but not all of them are meant to stay till the end" -- he is one of them.
You can look back every now and then, it's only normal, afterall we are human who has feeling, emotion, memory -- but don't dwell on the past for too long, at least you've tried doing what you think it's necessary. If there is no response from the other side, then you should know where you stand.
Walk away .. move on .. let go .. find your happiness. Thank you for the times, the moments, and all the things you have made me feel. Maybe for that short moments, I was special to you, but maybe it was all in my head. Whatever it was, thank you for making memories with me.
I hope when you look back, or for some reason I pop up in your head, you would smile and remember me as someone who was once make you laugh and remember that we were once sharing stories and spent times together -- remember me as someone nice that walked into your life for a little bit and made an impact .. someway somehow.
So as my yearly ritual, here are my 2016 movie list
1. Ngenest
2. Alvin and The Chipmunk
3. The Big Short
4. London Love Story
5. Deadpool
6. Comic 8: Casino Kings Part 2
7. Kungfu Panda 3
8. Zootopia
9. Allegiant
10. Batman VS Superman
11. London Has Fallen
12. 13 Hours: Secret Soldiers
13. Huntsman: Winter's War
14. Ada Apa Dengan Cinta 2 (2x)
15. Captain America: Civil War
16. X-Men Apocalypse
17. My Stupid Boss
18. Mother's Day
19. Money Monster
20. Now You See Me 2
21. Central Intelligence
22. Finding Dory
23. Independence Day: Resurgence
24. Jilbab Traveler Love Sparks in Korea
25. Rudy Habibie
26. Koala Kumal
27. Star Trek Beyond
28. Ghostbusters
29. Jason Bourne
30. Skiptrace
31. Sully
32. Warkop DKI Reborn
33. Inferno
34. Accountant
35. Bridget Jones' Baby
36. Doctor Strange
37. Trolls (2x)
38. Fantastic Beast
39. Underworld: Blood Wars
40. Star Wars: Rouge One
41. Sing
42. Hangout
43. Moana
'till next year and once again, thank you for the memories, the lessons, the moments and thank you for walking into my life, and for whatever reason you did stay a little bit and made me feel special and good about myself.
Thank you for making me smile and for making me feel alive -- for a little while you made me look forward to a new day, with you.
Have a good 2017 Net, find your happiness. It's out there and feel the love again.
XOXO
