2020/2021 -- years that the world skipped

 

March 2020 was the beginning of the world stopped. Almost the entire world went down because of Covid-19 including Indonesia... it hit hard, we lost thousands of people due to this virus. It has been one roller-coaster ride to most people and of course myself. I did not have fixed income and settle job throughout the these 2 years. Even though I'm still doing OK with the savings I have and monthly injection but I do miss having money and being busy.  

As the world shut down for a bit, cinema was also closed down. Throughout 2020, there was only a short period of time that cinema managed to stay open. Cinema got hit pretty hard too for closing almost a year. It was finally opened almost mid of 2021 when people started got vaccinated and the world started to turn and look alive. 

So here is my movies list for 2020 and 2021 wrapped in one posting. Though we are still not sure about how things are looking out, but let's just hope for the best and virus will be gone by this year - as WHO has assured today.

Stay safe people and be OK! 

2020

1. Nanti Kita Cerita Tentang Hari Ini
2. Dolittle
3. Toko Barang Mantan
4. Sonic the Hedgehog
5. Teman tapi Menikah 2
6. Onward

--- and the world stopped to take a break and I did not see him for a year.

2021

1. Raya & the Last Dragon
2. Mortal Kombat (new)
3. The War with Grandpa
4. Cruella
5. Fast & Furious 9
6. Black Widow
7. ShangChi
8. 007: No Time to Die
9. Marvel: Eternals
10. Venom 2: Let there be Carnage
11. Losmen Bu Broto
12. Kadet 1947
13. Encanto
14. Ghostbuster After Life
15. Seperti Dendam, Rindu Harus dibayar tuntas
16. Paw Patrol: The Movie
17. Spiderman: No Way Home (2x)

18. Teka Teki Tika

As today we enter he first day of 2022... just hope things will get better. And I seriously need to hunt for new job and making money.

Stay safe people

Three months of 2020 ...

Well hello again ... here I am back with my yearly post. Yup, once a year just to reliving what happened in the past year. 

2019 was interesting.. I did get back to office work for about 8 months with the same services I had for the past 14 years, but when enough is enough... it's really time for you to move on. So bye IP world... I definitely have enough of you. Time for new beginning. 

Despite what happened in my working life, I still have him in my personal life and yes knowing we will never be together, I'm glad that he is still around though NOT as much as before and last year. And I also know that I will slowly lose him... but I'm just gonna enjoy whatever this is and try not to overthink things. As long as I haven't got bored with him, I'm just gonna keep "annoying" him ^^

So 2020 has been dark so far .. flood, natural disaster all over the world and now world pandemic of Corona Virus. The world is definitely in need of a break. Take care all of you out there... as I am trying to live in the moment and see what comes next. 

In the meantime, here is my 2019 movie list..

1. Keluarga Cemara
2. How to Train your Dragon 3
3. Instant Family
4. Foxtrot Six
5. Cold Pursuit
6. Captain Marvel
7. Five Feet Apart
8. Dumbo
9. Shazam
10. My Stupid Boss 2
11. Ave Maryam
12. Avengers: End Game (2x)
13. Long Shot
14. Aladdin (2x)
15. Ghost Writer
16. Hit & Run
17. X-Men: Dark Phoenix
18. Men in Black: International
19. Toy Story 4
20. Yesterday
21. Spiderman: Far from Home
22. Dua Garis Biru
23. Lion King
24. Fast & Furious: Hobbs & Shaw
25. Asterix
26. Angel Has Fallen (2x)
27. Gundala
28. Twivortiare
29. Pretty Boys
30. Bebas
31. Susi Susanti: Love All
32. Frozen 2
33. Imperfect
34. Jumanji: The Next Level
35. Knives Out
36. StarWars: The Rise of Skywalker

'till next year... peace out and stay clean 

New Beginning

2018 definitely flew so fast, full with ups and downs but yet it was a memorable year. 

I turned 40 ... and life begins :D

On my last post, I've mentioned about the sad moment of losing my dad. I know I was never a good daughter and we weren't so close, but he was still my dad who tried his best - his own way. 

Following that .. I got a lifetime opportunity to be part of the Asia's biggest sport competition - Asian Games held in Jakarta. It was beyond imagination... and I got selected to be the best Team Leader of the Production Team. I met so many new friends, great people and amazing athletes. It was one of the best 4 months of my life. 

So yeah... please do believe when something bad happen to you, there will something better prepared for you. God is good .. He will always make a way for you. 

2018 was also very special to me because of someone ... though I know we have no future together, but knowing that he's there (even not all the time), I guess it's good enough. Thank you for supporting and understanding. I found the deepest and best comfort in you in any way I know how. Thank you for giving me that and keeping me close every now and then. Thank you for letting me enjoy the feeling.

Though I still wanna be hopeful that we could still be more that friend .. one can only hope right? 

Anyway ... as always, here's my 2018 movie list

1. The Greatest Showman (2x)
2. Bleeding Steel
3. The Commuter
4. 12 Strong
5. Black Panther
6. Peter Rabbit
7. Tomb Raider
8. Red Sparrow
9. Pacific Rim Uprising
10. Teman tapi Menikah
11. Arini
12. Rampage
13. Avengers: Infinity War (2x)
14. Deadpool 2 (2x)
15. Jurassic World: Fallen Kingdom (2x)
16. Oceans 8
17. Incredibles 2
18. Kulari ke Pantai
19. Ant-Man and the Wasp
20. Skyscraper
21. Hotel Transylvania 3
22. 22 Menit
23. Mamma Mia Here We Go Again
24. Mission Impossible: Fallout
25. The Spy who Dumped Me
26. Mile 22
27. Christopher Robin
28. Crazy Rich Asians (2x)
29. Belok Kanan Barcelona
30. Peppermint
31. Johnny English Strike Again
32. Aruna dan Lidahnya
33. Venom
34. Smallfoot
35. Dancing in the Rain
36. A Star is Born
37. A Simple Favor
38. Bohemian Rhapsody
39. The Nutcracker
40. A Man Called Ahok
41. Fantastic Beast: The Crimes of Grindelwald
42. Ralph Breaks the Internet
43. Robinhood
44. Milly & Mamet (2x)
45. Aquaman
46. Bumblebee
47. Mary Poppins Returns

'till next time.. have a good year ^^

*peace out

Five months of 2018 have passed

It is crazy that 2018 has flew so fast, we are entering first half of the year already... crazy and scary.


Lots of things have happened in these last 5 months, all I can say is 2018 is bitter sweet, happy and sad at the same time.

So I left my 14 years job ... it's time to leave the place which no longer provide you peace and happiness apart from few friends... and yes, I was so thrill leaving that hell hole.

I was planning to find my new peace of mind, peace of heart... new beginning - as simple as that. A bit of travel then start my new life. But God has His own plan for me... For that last 4 months, I have been mostly at home... taking care of him, helping out house works but still manage to get out and hangout with friends, had some fun ... as well as learning new things.
As for life in general... I have a great family, an amazing group of friends, one good guy-friend (no romantic feeling - if that matters ^^), good health, enough. Overall, I have a good life... enjoying those moments and looking forward for lots of new things. 


On the last day day of December 2017, dad got sick and admitted to hospital and he's been ups and downs ever since... 'till finally God called him in his sleep to be by His side on 23 April 2018. I didn't know what to feel, in a way it was for the best because he had been sick for quite sometimes, but on the other hand... I feel guilty for not giving my best as a daughter. God please take care of him ...

So yeahh... lots of things happened, some regrets but mostly lessons and memories.  

As my yearly routine, here is my list of 2017 movies

1. Cek Toko Sebelah (3x)
2. The Great Wall
3. Arrival
4. La La Land
5. Kungfu Yoga
6. Bukaan 8
7. Logan
8. Beauty and the Beast
9. The Fate of the Furious (FF8)
10. Stip dan Pensil
11. Guardians of the Galaxy 2
12. Critical Eleven (2x)
13. Wonder Woman
14. The Mummy
15. Transformers - The Last Knight
16. Spiderman: Homecoming
17. Filosofi Kopi 2: Ben dan Jodi
18. Baby Driver
19. Kingsman: The Golden Circle
20. The Foreigner
21. Wind River
22. Posesif
23. Justice League
24. Murder on the Orient Express
25. A Bad Mom Christmas
26. Coco
27. Susah Sinyal (2x)
28. Jumanji: Welcome to the Jungle
29. Star Wars: The Last Jedi

Here is to the next 7 months of 2018... hope things will get better and I'll find that peace of mind and heart.

22nd day of 2017

Time flies indeed .. I still can't believe that it's 2017, it seems that I've lost a whole 2016. I didn't feel that it happened... as I have been stucked with these short sweet moments I had and I didn't want it to end -- too much wonder of what happened. So I keep looking back where I suppose to let go and move on. 

Face it Net and accept the fact that it ain't coming back. Yes, it was sweet indeed but it's over. In fact, it ended before it even began. Something happened, you might never know why, but someday it's gonna make sense, as everything happened for a reason. 

Treasure those short moments you had with him, remember the good things about him, remember the way he made you feel. But also remember that things change, people change... "Everyone who is in your life are meant to be in your journey, but not all of them are meant to stay till the end" -- he is one of them. 

You can look back every now and then, it's only normal, afterall we are human who has feeling, emotion, memory -- but don't dwell on the past for too long, at least you've tried doing what you think it's necessary. If there is no response from the other side, then you should know where you stand. 

Walk away .. move on .. let go .. find your happiness. Thank you for the times, the moments, and all the things you have made me feel. Maybe for that short moments, I was special to you, but maybe it was all in my head. Whatever it was, thank you for making memories with me. 

I hope when you look back, or for some reason I pop up in your head, you would smile and remember me as someone who was once make you laugh and remember that we were once sharing stories and spent times together -- remember me as someone nice that walked into your life for a little bit and made an impact .. someway somehow. 

So as my yearly ritual, here are my 2016 movie list

1. Ngenest
2. Alvin and The Chipmunk
3. The Big Short
4. London Love Story
5. Deadpool
6. Comic 8: Casino Kings Part 2
7. Kungfu Panda 3
8. Zootopia
9. Allegiant
10. Batman VS Superman
11. London Has Fallen
12. 13 Hours: Secret Soldiers
13. Huntsman: Winter's War
14. Ada Apa Dengan Cinta 2 (2x)
15. Captain America: Civil War
16. X-Men Apocalypse
17. My Stupid Boss
18. Mother's Day
19. Money Monster
20. Now You See Me 2
21. Central Intelligence
22. Finding Dory
23. Independence Day: Resurgence
24. Jilbab Traveler Love Sparks in Korea
25. Rudy Habibie
26. Koala Kumal
27. Star Trek Beyond
28. Ghostbusters
29. Jason Bourne
30. Skiptrace
31. Sully
32. Warkop DKI Reborn
33. Inferno
34. Accountant
35. Bridget Jones' Baby
36. Doctor Strange
37. Trolls (2x)
38. Fantastic Beast
39. Underworld: Blood Wars
40. Star Wars: Rouge One
41. Sing
42. Hangout
43. Moana

'till next year and once again, thank you for the memories, the lessons, the moments and thank you for walking into my life, and for whatever reason you did stay a little bit and made me feel special and good about myself. 

Thank you for making me smile and for making me feel alive -- for a little while you made me look forward to a new day, with you. 

Have a good 2017 Net, find your happiness. It's out there and feel the love again.

XOXO

4 months after 2016

Well, this is definitely a long overdue posting. I haven't really got into the mood of writing much this year. Though I must say 2015 has been one special year I had in long time.

Yeah, I met someone - I still find it hard to believe myself. 
He filled my days with sweet memories, good moments, happy feeling and definitely big smile on face for a while .. but let's just leave it at that 'cos I just wanna remember him as someone who made me happy and not the jerk he turned out to be. 

So as previous years posting, here is my 2015 movie list .. 

1. Blackhat (2 times)
2. The Imitation Game
3. Nada untuk Asa
4. Mortdecai
5. Cinderella
6. Insurgent (4 times)
7. Fast and Furious 7
8. Avengers: Age of Ultron
9. Cinta Selamanya
10. Spy
11. Pitch Perfect 2
12. Jurassic World
13. Minions (2 times)
14. The Age of Adaline
15. Lamaran
16. Comic 8: Casino Kings
17. Ant-Man
18. Mission Impossible 5: Rouge Nation (2 times)
19. Fantastic Four
20. Pixels
21. The Man from U.N.C.L.E
22. Inside Out
23. Hotel Transylvania 2
24. Maze Runner: The Scorch Trial
25. The Intern
26. PAN
27. Bridges of Spies
28. James Bond: Spectre
29. The Hunger Games: Mockingjay Part 2
30. The Good Dinosaur
31. Star Wars: The Force Awaken
32. Negeri Van Orenje
33. Single

Not a bad list huh? And I had special moment watching 3 of the movies and I won't change it for the world. 

So today is the 17th day of April and 2016 has been quite sucky so far. But I'm still trying to look at the bright side of it all - there are lots of things to be thankful of for sure. 
I guess they are just another obstacles in life that I need to overcome to be a better and stronger person.

Lesson learned. At least I've tried. 

Let's embrace it. You'll never know what tomorrow brings. 
Maybe you will have several bad days, but it doesn't mean you have a bad life. 
Everyone has their own fight in life .. but at the end of the day, God's plan always works out the best,
We may never understand it now and maybe it's not as you wanted but believe that it would be for the best. 

Have a good journey of 2016 Net ..  
I hope somehow someway I leave a small memorable mark in you .. 
And when you think about it, you will smile 'cos it was special and you know that it was me that leave the mark.

'till then ..

2nd Day of 2015

Well here we are .. the New Year, 2015 .. Happy New Year to each and everyone of you. I still can't believe that 365 days have passed like that. I had my good moments and definitely bad moments, but I'm sure there always a lesson that we can learn from those moments happened in our life.

I only had one overseas trip last year, to Singapore. It's kinda become my yearly trip and this time I stayed for 6 days, 'cos I had a free accommodation. It was a good break in between the crazy routine. I have big trip plan this year, hopefully $$ will be friendly and hopefully I earn more this year ^^

So ... 2014 has been quite an interesting and challenging year, but let us leave the bad things behind and bring the good things forward to 2015. Be better than last year -- Happy New You! 

Time to make a change .. take that leap of faith and believe that everything will be OK. You can have everything you want and need, if you just believe! 

So as previous years, here are my movie list .. 

1. Laskar Pelangin 2 - Edensor
2. Comic 8
3. The Lego Movies
4. Captain America - The Winter Soldier
5. The Other Woman
6. The Amazing Spiderman 2
7. Brick Mansion
8. X-Men
9. 22 Jump Street
10. How to Train your Dragon 2
11. Transformers: Age of Extinction
12. The Expendables 3
13. Guardians of the Galaxy
14. Malam Minggu Miko - The Movie
15. The Maze Runner
16. Big Hero 6
17. The Best of Me
18. The Hunger Games - Mockingjay Part 1
19. Penguins of Madagascar
20. 7/24
21. The Hobbit - Battle of Five Armies
22. Pendekar Tongkat Emas
23. Night at the Museum 3

Wow .. it's a very small number. But I did miss quite last year due to workload and several things. Need to catch up this year, but thanks to HBO, I didn't miss much LOL.

So .. let us embrace the new journey of 2015 and hope things will be better. 

Take care all and peace out!